Silence

I don't expect anything different. I don't expect anything to change.
I miss you constantly, like missing an appendage.  I know you should be there, but all I get is silence.
Some days I get mad at you.  Mad that you aren't with me. I know it's no one's fault, but that doesn't stop me. 
Life is a vicious circle. When I had given up, I met you. The perfect person for me.  And yet you are unavailable.  So why am I surprised? It's the story of my life. 
It's a good thing I won't live forever.  That's too long to spend without your love, your smile, your laugher.  Ooooohhhh how I miss you.