Deafening silence

You knew it had to come. Nothing lasts forever. No one wants to be set aside and forgotten.
There is simply not enough time. Not enough time for me. I'm left quiet and alone. And if that's the case, I'd rather be alone.
I want someone who wants to spend time with me, wants to listen to me, talk to me, be with me. I deserve that and better.
I also know I'll never find it.
My desires mean nothing anymore. My love is one sided it seems. I can't keep standing up just to be pushed down.
Answers are always available, you just never wanted them.
My presence fades, but my heart never does.