Words burnt into my mind

I don't understand why these lyrics keep haunting me. But I know there's a meaning here.

"I can't take you with me" the Bahamas

I can't take you with me where I'm going
In me there's a new love that has growin'
So now I leave behind all that once was mine
I can't take you with me where I'm going

I can't take you with me that's for certain
Anchored to some heavy red stage curtain
If I should hear you sing
Those words would just make me sting
I cant take you with me, that's for certain

I can't take you with me now I know it
Though the love was in me I did not show it
I found in Berlin who I swore might be my twin
Taken from me with out me ever knowin'

You can't take me with you where you're goin'
You've got no intentions of ever slowin'
My book of baby names
Only does family flames
I dreamt we had a boy and named him owen.

I'm lost. I can't tell fact from fiction. My life is in shambles. I can't trust anyone.

But I never thought it would be different. And it's hard to silence the voices. Especially when they make sense.